Today is an interesting post, if you notice every sentence goes up the alphabet Z-A. It may seem hard but really you need to play with form and let the story come to you. It goes in a very strange direction. So please enjoy the alphabet.
Zzzz, I was sleeping on the ratty
couch in my apartment with my computer still on. You were off finding real men, somewhere that I didn’t
know. ‘XOXO I love you so,’ read the note attached to shiny red wrapping paper.
Why did you have to leave me all alone? Valentines day used to mean something,
to be with the one you love. Unless that means showing how you really feel
underneath the pain.
“Thanks, but no thanks,” She said
turning away.
“Stop, please don’t do this to us,”
I pleaded attempting to grasp her soft hands.
“Richard, you did this to us a long
time ago and I should have left long time ago,” she said slamming the door
behind her.
Quiet now, you begin to whack one
off. Perhaps to Veronica’s Facebook photos but it only drug up bittersweet
memories. Only it is not enough anymore. Nothing gets me off more than that
time I secretly filmed us making love it was beautiful. My only regret was that
you found out. Love, I did it out of pure unadulterated love. Knowing she
threated to leave unless I deleted it, I guess it was a normal reaction. Just
as a precaution I made copies, now that she is leaving I guess I can put it on
the Internet.
I finish a little too quickly, just
like the video. Having never really satisfied Veronica, another disappointment.
God you were out of my league, too hot for me. Fantasies plague my dreams. Everything
used to be perfect. Didn’t think it would ever come to this, come to
vindictiveness. Couldn’t you have waited at least till tomorrow, to give you
the ring? But you want me to suffer here, alone. Another fuck up on the board
of my life.
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